A Theft, by Saul Bellow – 1989 [Amy Hill]

When you were down, busted, blasted, burnt out, dying, you saw the best of Clara.

So it was odd that she also should have become an executive,
highly paid and influential. 
She could make fashionable talk,
she dressed with originality,
she knew at lot at first hand about decadence,
but at any moment she could set aside the “czarina” and become the hayseed,
the dupe of travelling salesmen or grifters who wanted to lure her up to the hayloft. 
In her you might see suddenly a girl from a remote town,
from the vestigial America of one-room schoolhouses,
constables,
covered-dish suppers,
one of the communities bypassed by technology and urban development. 
Her father, remember, was still a vestryman,
and her mother sent checks to TV fundamentalists. 
In a sophisticated boardroom Clara could  be as plain as cornmeal mush,
and in such a mood, when she opened her mouth,
you couldn’t guess whether she would speak or blow bubble gum. 
Yet anybody who had it in mind to get around her was letting himself in for lots of bad news. 

– Saul Bellow –

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Amy Hill’s cover painting for A Theft.  An untitled copy of A Theft – bearing her own (the above) illustration, is tossed from a window above Park Avenue.  A closer view reveals that this illustration appears – ad infinitum? – inside each iteration within the painting. 

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Portrait of Saul Bellow by Thomas Victor.

The Elephant and My Jewish Problem – Selected Stories and Journals, 1957-1987, by Hugh Nissenson – 1988 [Hugh Nissenson]

June 12, 1967

“What about Jerusalem?” I ask.

“What about it?”

“You didn’t mention giving that up.”

“No,” he says, “and we never will.
It’s our historic capital.
And then there’s the Wall.”

“What do you care about the Wall if you’re not religious?”

“I’ve been thinking about that.
When we captured it, I wept without knowing why.
Why did the early Zionists, who were atheists, insist on returning here?
Herzl, as you know, was offered Uganda as a Jewish national home,
but the Sixth Zionists Congress refused to consider it.
It has to be the land of Israel or nothing.

“It was as if they unconsciously assumed that a covenant between the Jews and God still existed.
Deep down we feel the same way.
It’s depressing.
You’d think that by now we’d be finished with Him once and for all.”

He absent-mindedly raises his forefinger and strokes his clean-shaven upper lip.

“Bus is it possible to create a human civilization without Him?” he says.
“That’s the question.”

– Hugh Nissenson

(From “Victory: A Journal”, originally published in Notes From the Frontier, 1968)

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Cover Illustration by Hugh Nissenson

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Contents

The Blessing
The Groom on Zlota Street
The Well
The Law
Israel During the Eichmann Trial: A Journal
The Prisoner
Charity
A Pile of Stones
Victory: A Journal
Going Up
The Throne of God
The Crazy Old Man
Forcing The End
The Elephant And My Jewish Problem: A Journal
In The Reign of Peace
Lamentations
Under Siege: A Journal
Exile: A Journal
The Pit: A Journal

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Hugh Nissenson (photo by Thomas Victor)